someone you barely knew died and someone related to him contacted you one day and asked why your fb page was on his screen when they found him.

I think a part of the reason I have had such a hard time growing up is because I really had no family. I talk down on families or the family life style a lot… but I think that is just resentment. I have all of these memories of different families I used to be around a lot, as if they were my own… but I think back now and I was just that weird neighbor girl or just Alisa’s weird kid that she brought every where. This has left me pretty alone… if I ever have any kids I think it is important to make sure they don’t have that kind of feeling from just not having family.

idk i’m fucking high. 

I have heard just about every argument on the side for a woman’s right to choose. This is indefinitely my side because I have this thing called a logical thought process. -que pro lifer mass unfollow here- Anyway, I would like to add another bit. It does not exactly pertain to the mother’s right, how it’s just a zygote, but more so another example similar to the classic rapist scenario that seems to be such an impasse for some people. 

Have you ever met a baby that was born to a mother who frequently used meth during her pregnancy? No. you actually have not. Do you know why? Because they are all located in state mental institutions. I had the privilege of meeting one of these children one day while picking up the credit card from my mother from the state mental hospital where she works as a doctor. The beastie  had just taken a break from the two security guard escorting her from one building to another. She was the scariest person I have ever seen in my life. Apparently there are dozens of girls  like this there alone, and my mother doesn’t even know how many boys there could be (she works the young women’s unit). These children are taken away from their parents at some point (not nearly as quickly as you would think) and then placed in the state’s care. They are usually sent to prison at some point but prisons do not actually accept meth children because they are too much of a risk for staff (this is mostly just women’s and juvenile centers). 

Anyway, these children are extremely dangerous and unstable. They are not regular human beings because that part of them is dead. Most children like this are obviously aborted because not a majority of people are fucking stupid enough to carry a baby to term and continue using meth. Meth is also extremely addictive (obv) so it is usually easier to terminate the pregnancy than quit. Not to mention quitting meth during a pregnancy can also have an extremely negative impact on a fetus/baby. 

Imagine for a moment if these women were taken away their right to terminate their pregnancy. Do you even realize how many sick, sick children would be born into this world to parents who don’t give a shit about them? It is ineffable how horrible that would be in ALL REGARDS. 

disclaimer: not all babies born to meth pregnancies are impacted this severely; babies born to other hard core drugs are also subject to this; have you ever met an alcohol baby? fucking sick.